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‘Playing football now is more of a gift than anything after my stroke. It’s been a long 18 months, but I’ve learned a lot about myself – now it’s time to crack on’ Ellie Robuck on her road to recovery

Ellie Roebuck in Barcelona training
Ellie Roebuck in Barcelona training (Image credit: Getty Images)

After being part of the England squad that won Euro 2022 and the side that reached the World Cup final a year later and with a move to Barcelona in the pipeline, Ellie Roebuck was living out the dream of millions.

After beginning her career with Sheffield United, she moved to Manchester City in 2015 and worked her way up through the youth system, making a senior debut in 2018, with an England debut following later that year.

Ellie Robuck on how her stroke shaped her life

Ellie Roebuck of England during a training session at St George's Park on October 24, 2023 in Burton upon Trent, England.

Roebuck trains with England in 2023 (Image credit: Naomi Baker - The FA/The FA via Getty Images)

“Playing football now is more of a gift than anything,” Roebuck tells FourFourTwo when asked how the stroke changed her life. “I used to hang a lot of my moods on winning or losing a game, but now it’s about enjoying being back on the pitch.

“It’s been a long journey, a long 18 months, but I’ve learned a lot about myself and now I’m in a position where I just want to crack on, fulfil my potential and push my own boundaries.”

BURTON UPON TRENT, ENGLAND - OCTOBER 28: Ellie Roebuck and Hannah Hampton of England interact during a training session at St George's Park on October 28, 2023 in Burton upon Trent, England.

Roebuck alongside Hannah Hampton during an England training session in 2023 (Image credit: Naomi Baker - The FA/The FA via Getty Images)

Roebuck’s final appearance for Manchester City came in May 2023, and would go on to reveal in March 2024 that she had suffered an infarct in her occipital lobe earlier that season.

She signed a pre-contract with Barcelona in April of 2024, with the Spanish side being kept up to date with her recovery, and Roebuck would undergo further rehabilitation when she joined up with the then-European champions.

She made her Barca debut in December 2024, 19 months after he final appearance for City. Roebuck would only make two appearances for the club before being released in the summer and is now back in the WSL with Aston Villa.

“When something is taken away from you and you can’t do anything about it,” she says, reflecting on her journey back to full health and fitness. “I wasn’t playing, training, doing anything for a good six months – that was really difficult.

“You get in your own head a lot. It was scary to go through something so big at such a young age. But that’s life and those are the cards you’re dealt. It’s about trying not to mope over that and getting on with things.

Ellie Roebuck of FC Barcelona poses for a portrait during the FC Barcelona Portraits Session nat Estadi Johan Cruyff on September 25, 2024 in Barcelona, Spain.

Roebuck left Barcelona for Aston Villa in the summer (Image credit: Florencia Tan Jun - UEFA/UEFA via Getty Images)

“There’ll be good and bad days, but the brain is a powerful thing. It can also be scary at times, but I’m still learning and on that journey. After 18 months, I’m not going to say I’m normal – because what is normal anyway? Whether it’s blowing my own trumpet or not, I’m just proud of myself because there were times I doubted that it would ever be possible.

“I’m just excited to be able to return to England and do what I love the most – playing football and winning games.”

Joe Mewis

For more than a decade, Joe Mewis has worked in football journalism as a reporter and editor. Mewis has had stints at Mirror Football and LeedsLive among others and worked at FourFourTwo throughout Euro 2024, reporting on the tournament. In addition to his journalist work, Mewis is also the author of four football history books that include times on Leeds United and the England national team. Now working as a digital marketing coordinator at Harrogate Town, too, Mewis counts some of his best career moments as being in the iconic Spygate press conference under Marcelo Bielsa and seeing his beloved Leeds lift the Championship trophy during lockdown.

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